And when you were just about to give up...the phone rang!

Frustration and disgust can lead one into doing the unimaginable or something which is least expected out of us. Well over a period of time we all come to know what people expect from us/have an image and perception of our construct as a person. We all congeal within ourselves a mental flow chart... or let me not use fundas which i can't explain(read don't know much)... 

Let me put it this way... As human beings we are a nothing but a bundle of rational and emotional decisions. Decisions often become difficult and ruptured due to availability of options/choices... When we don't know what to do/how to react to a particular situation, can be lack of choice or not able to make one...

Another important aspect of human mind is, we all have a 'PLAN B'... Plan B as in when we want 'A' to happen, somewhere in our minds we create this plan B... some do it deliberately/meticulously; whereas a large number of people are doing it sub-consciously all the time...

So when things go the way we want we just we just reset the priority of Plan B from our brain... but it is always there... Hasn't this happened with all of us...You require your friends help desperately, and you approach him/her...Somewhere in our minds we also keep a reaction/action plan ready if he or she says no...

I know many people who propagate that "i do things almost instantly... i dont think too much..." Well my idea is not to seek praise / acceptance from all... But it is just that these souls have mastered the art of generating Plan B in a fraction of second, use it / discard it almost instantly over a period of time...

Before you actually ask i will now tell you why did the phone ring!!!

"as things move on... so do pple... just flow with the drift of life and it will not disappoint yu..." Set this as my status message on Gtalk... Had tried my level best to reach out to some-body... but all efforts in vain... So my brain in a way was always operating to move to Plan B(in this case largely relating to misunderstanding my friend)

We as humans are so rationally emotional that we almost behave like hypocrites within our ownselves... So when things are not going as we want... we just typecast the person in question, or even lead in ourselves to believe that "Ye to pehle se popat bana rahi thi... I shouldn't have trusted her at all...Why do i even consider speaking to such careless and heartless souls..." - all this is just the noices within self... 

You might be wondering where has the term TRUST gone... Does he not trust her... Well m sorry to shake you all up to reality of our minds...it Doubts and it raises doubts when we least expect it... So i don't blame anybody for thinking like this.,..

But our brain is an amazing thought churning and emotion ransacking machinery that all other softer virtues go for a toss...

And just when i had decided in all the possible ways why she did not receive my calls... The phone rang!!! Tring Tring>>> Signalling my ear lobes... Tell your brain - she has finally called...Tera plan B khadde me daal de ab!?////

SO DON'T GIVE UP SOON... HOLD ON... YA BUT HAVE SELF RESPECT AND 'MOVE ON' when required...

Chao :)